Today...
I’ve decided that I need to visit her. I need to see her glistening eyes and lips, her soft hair and warm body in person. I need to tell her how much I love her, I need her to stare deeply into my eyes, recieving every emotion i’m possible of conveying.
You really are the world to me baby. Without you, I won’t know what to do with myself. Without you, everything i’ve become in the last year dies.
Why is it that everything good i’ve ever had has to end so abruptly and without reason? Why in the world does this seem to happen repeatedly? You’re the only thing I care for, the only thing that keeps me sane.
I love you so much. I can’t wait to come to see you, even if you refuse to see me, I will sit outside your door day and night.